For some stupid reason I can't help but search for the meaning of the voices in my head telling me tu jump, to fly away, to escape. But how can I do that?...And...should I?
I wishe there was a light to guide me, a light pointing into the right direction, or at least the one I should take.
I don't really know if I should let the wind take me away without knowing my final destination or where will my destiny drag me to. All I know is that a part of me wants to stay in the place that I've been occupating for so long; and there is the pother part telling me to break free. I know my heart wants to fly away, but my mind wants to stay and try to move on. Should I listen to my mind and stick to the logical side of the situation? Or should I embrace the opportunity to spread my winds open again, to fly again and be free to feel the wind beneath my wings. Should the world see me traveling through the black night sky? Am I worthy of smiling forever?
If only I had a little guidance.
If only the one that really knows me and has seen me how I really am, the one that has seen my wings stay still for so long and has listened to my silent tears, if only the one could tell me what will it be. Will it be yes? Or will it be sorry?
Do you really know what I am and do you accept it? From the bottom of your heart?
Will you fly away with me?
Monday, March 28, 2005
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Hon.. you are your own guidance. Relax. It's just a matter of finding a balance between thinking and feeling, besides, you know what you want, fly away even with fear. Muahahaha ;)
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